Being a BBW (2011)

  where to start? i am 5’3” and a curvy size 18. I have never been a skinny girl. There was a time when i hated every part of me and would of done anything to just be a single didget size. But somewhere along the line i stopped thinking bout my size and started looking at the world. What did i find appealing? What was attractive to me? And to my amazement it was not those skinny guys and girls, it was the people who had real bodies. People who looked confident in themselves and would still happily tuck into a roasted chicken dinner with no appologies. It was then that when i looked in the mirror i found that the reflection shinning back at me was one i was mostly comfortable with. Like everyone we all have some part, one little piece, that if we could we would change. For me it is my tummy. Before i had my daughter i felt curvy and very cute. But while i was pregnant i got huge. I only had a set of kneecaps visible when i sat down. Well that and the best boobs of my life. Now she is 20, and i am still 60 lbs heavier than i was 20  years ago. It is the saggy stomach area, that damn skin that stretched to hell and just will not go back that bugs the crap out of me. One of these days i will get it fixed and then with my round hips and all i will be finally compeletly comfortable in my own skin. There are times and with certian outfits on that i feel absolutly smoking hot. I love those days. More and more i am learning how to dress the body i have and to embrace all of it’s so called IMPERFECTIONS. We are beautiful, strong, and confident women. We are amazingly sexual women who, when we find the right partner, someone who loves the softness and sensuality of us can rock your world like no one else. You see everyone struggles with body issues and body confidence. But a BBW, A TRUE BBW. is a woman who has put those issues aside and embraces the who she is right now. We will throw caution to the wind, push the girls up into clevage someone wants to be burried in. will will put on a lace thong and prance around like the world is just waiting to embrace every square inch of the WOMAN that we are. So to every guy who has ever looked at a cubby, curvey girl and tought “oh Yuck” you have just missed out on the best Fuck of your life.   And to every guy who sees those same women and wants to worship at their feet, because you know the queens they are BRAVO.

 

These days I am a few pounds lighter. It seems that freeing ones self from emotional pain will also free one from a few extra unwelcome curves.

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2 Comments

  1. seattlegraphix said,

    January 10, 2014 at 4:25 pm

    Love this post. Thank you.

  2. Miss Lizzy said,

    January 10, 2014 at 10:28 pm

    Us curvy girls rock.
    You forgot theres another place they can bury their face into, it’s big and juicey 😉


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