reining it all in

part of my personality is OBSESSIVE.

Not just a little but full on frantic

I make plans and schedule and figure things out

Which is ok if i were running the world or the marine corps

But this is just LIFE

That thing we are supposed to simply enjoy moment by moment

I try hard to rein it in

To keep it in check

But i fail miserably at it

I take life all to seriously

I fail to see the fun in just letting something happen

I push and push to see something happen

Until everyone around me is exhausted and runs

Sometimes the things you are taught as a child have no place in your adult life

So i am trying, trying to stop and just enjoy these moments

Trying to not push until i make everyone run away

And trying to remember that this is life and it should be fun

Beside the world does not need a dictator

And the Marine corps does not need a fiesty red head running it either.


1 Comment

  1. dievca said,

    January 25, 2015 at 3:17 am

    Ouwhhh Rah…

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