Her Shoes

Standing in front of her closet she looked at the rows of shoes. How on earth did she manage to get so many? And why are they all Black and Beige? Good stable neutrals. Nothing to stand out. Nothing to flashy. Sensible colors for some non sensible shoes. The heels range from flat to a good 6 plus inches. Stilettos and wedges. Definately diva footwear, but those colors? Dear lord, when will she just let herself go and buy the flashy red heels and wear them with pride?

Somewhere in her head she knows that she is a diva, one smart sexy woman with the world on a kite string. But all to loudly she hears the voice that reminds her she is well past 40. She is a mother and a grandmother for God’s sake. But her inner lioness feels caged and is pacing madly at the gate.

That is the moment when she looks into the mirror and laughs. And in a voice strong and loud and proud she says FUCK IT.

With a sway in her hips she sashays over to her computer and places an order that is long overdue. No the heels are not that high. A modest 3 inches, but those shoe will turn heads for sure. And she laughs. She eagerly awaits the moment when she can wear them with pride on the arm of her cougar hunter. And she knows they will notice more than just her sassy shoes. They will see the sparkle in her eyes and the beaming pride in his.

Yes she is over 40. And she is a grandma. But she is a lioness and a diva and her kings Queen. And she owns her life, and her shoes and wears them with pride. bowlingheels



  1. dievca said,

    March 5, 2015 at 1:53 pm

    Fabulous! Did you get the shoes? I hope so — I am hearing a version of the Eagles “Those Shoes” in my ears. XO

    • loneyheart said,

      March 5, 2015 at 7:45 pm

      They are my wedding shoes

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