Just breath

Trust me i am trying

I wonder if this is what it feels like to lose your mind

The swing between joy and sorrow

The moments when life feels like it is all going in the right direction

And the moments when i lose all control

Hot flashes followed by panic attacks

The days where i feel sexy as hell

And the days where i can not stand the sight of my own face

Moments when my job is my saving grace

And the days when i just want to quit and do ANYTHING else

Were it not for the kind love and gentleness of my King

I would not survive this journey

So i keep breathing, Keep putting one foot in front of the other

Knowing that the anxiety attack will pass

And that on my worse days he will look at me with that wicked smile

And tell me how beautiful i am and how much he loves me.

So today i need to just BREATH

 

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